time to write an entry that peter hasnt written for me
I'm so tired today that I feel as though if I close my eyes I will fall straight asleep. late night rendezvous make me ever so sleepy and now im stuck between the guy i love but cant be with but was with last night or this gorgeous,sensual,smart, and eccentric guy im dating. It sounds so easy yet I'm so conflicted. I could move to cali and be with him and it might be better for me in the long run, no more broken hands. GOD the sex almost blinded me it was soo brilliant. I wonder is sex really better when you love the person or that just a myth? I'm done ranting, I think I have the dyfunctional part of this community down.